Gazette- Bath Room
Japanese:
nemurenai no wa naze? shizukesa ni yoishireteta
shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchuzusameba munashiku
nemurenai no wa naze? anata ga mieta kara
shiten wa nureta yuka atama wo kashigete nemutteru
shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de
koe mo desazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitoreteita
nemutteshimaitai nezame dake wo osorete
subete wo wasuretai migatte na tawakoto ne
anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru
yasete kata wo tsutsumi* sakenda kagososugita nukumori ni
shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni fukaku kokoro obore
kuchibiru wo kamitaeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta
tachi tsukusu boku no haigo no koe
hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta
tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishisou na kao de
nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda
namae wo kureta yuiitsu no anata e kono mama soba ni itekurenai ka
sou boku ni totte saisho de saigo no yasashiki "mama*"
shiroi kabe ni sotto makka na e no gu de anata wo fuchidotta
mada atatakai hoho wo suri yosete shizuka ni waratte miseyou
ootsubu no namida ga anata to kasanatte hitotsu ni nareta ki ga shita
mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de
English:
Why can I not sleep? I was intoxicated with the silence
I'm still alone in the wet room, singing lifelessly to myself
Why can I not sleep? It's because I saw you
My point of view is the wet floor, I tilt my head to be able to sleep
It seems like there is no need to understand that in reality I only have insensible feelings
My voice is giving out all the time, I even forgot to wink. So fascinated I was because of you
I would like to sleep, because I'm only frightened when I'm awake
I want to forget everything. This is selfish bullshit, isn't it?
I call out your name, I notice it silently
I grip your shoulder that became thin and shouted that it became too slender to warmth
It seems like there is no need to understand that in reality my heart is drowning deeply
I press my lips together to resist the tears. There is no meaning to understand
I'm staying stock still, my back, my voice...
The reason to vomit and so on was really alright
Just, in my eyes you are very lonely with that face you put on
There is one thing you were good at, to kill yourself until the degree that you hated yourself
To the unique you who gave me my name, shouldn't I be beside you in this situation?
So, concerning me, you were gentle from the beginning until the end, mother
Softly on the white wall, you added a border of fringe in deep red colors
I move close to your still warm cheek. You look like you are smiling peacefully
Large drops of tears have piled up on you. I noticed that I'm alone now
Your eyelids closed, your warmth has vanished. I'm at your side








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shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de
koe mo desazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitoreteita
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Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken...
^_^
i didn't know you had a deviantArt.
o_O
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You’re picture perfect. Whats the price you pay? Walk next to your reflection... repeating scenery.
i love yer deviantart :]
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